I am not to sure what to put here. I am not used to telling anyone much of anything about myself. I don't run into too many people that honestly care beyond knowing my name and the really basic details of who I am and what I am about. I don't have an exciting eye catching life that will keep you on the edge of your seat and keep you coming back for more again and again like a really good movie or one of those novels that pulls you in from cover to cover. I rather like my quiet life of being out of the spot light and keeping to myself. It is so much more peaceful than the hell that I have come from and been stuck in for most of my life. I don't want to tell you about the past. I don't want to talk about the things that hurt. I don't want to share with you my battle scars and open my heart. I just want to be liked and cared for because I am me not because I need to draw some sort of sympathy card for attention. All that you need to know is, to win my trust and friendship is going to take alot of time and patience. Just because you smile at me and say all of those sweet things that you think I want to here doesn't mean that your in. I will always proceed with caution even when it seems like you have me over a barrel.
I am a mother to a handsome son. He is my heart and my world. He is one of my best friends. I thank my stars everyday that he has been given to me. I am a girlfriend. The man I call mine is seriously unlike any other I have come to know. He isn't a celebrity or anything of that sort but, in my world he is definitely the star. I love him more than anything I could ever write down or speak of. There is no limit to my feelings for him. I have been in love with him for a long time and I know that I always will be in love with him. No other man can compete because no other man can even come close to so much as living in his shadow let alone being anything like him. You're an idiot if you come along with some sort of agenda thinking that you're going to steal his spotlight. I love you Chris. I live and breathe for you and only you. You're my heart and world too. You touch my life and my soul in ways no one else can. I am forever yours handsome.