Back in chat after having a strange dream about an ex chatter who used to mean a great deal to me. We all live, learn and grow. I regret some of the chat people I lost contact with over the years, especially those that became a big part of who I am. And those i fell out with through faults of my own that actually meant quite a lot to me. I no longer remember how or why, but all i remember is the fun and laughter.
I'm 6ft, Aquarius, Chinese year of the Sheep/Goat, from East London UK currently living in Essex. I'm a bit of an ambivert… a comfortable loner with very small bursts of wanting to be around people then need to recharge again. I'm a lone parent, sounds cliché, but I raised my Son alone and he truly is my world... He teaches me just as much about life as i teach him. I love fishing when I get the chance to go... very rare these days. I don’t take myself too seriously, I can be a bit of a clown sometimes with those i feel comfortable with. I’d like to think I have a good sense of humour, although i am told that I have a naughty sence of humour. What part of my personality you see depends on the type of person you are. I let very few get close enough to experience "all of me".
I've self published three poetry books and one book on lucid dreaming. I have nearly finished a fourth poetry book and working on a secret fifth book to do with channelling spiritual guidance messages. I have written way over 1000 poems over the years and put every part of myself into them.
I'm an honest guy and expect the same honesty and respect back, Loyalty and truthfulness seem to be very rare these days and are traits that appeal a great deal to me. I find fuller figure/mombods very alluring... i love the jiggle and squish!!! oh and women with tattoos... hot!!! If you can make me laugh... that is everything to me!!! I want an equal in love and life by my side, building something beautiful together, being silly and having fun together… not someone behind me with no voice or personality of her own. I'm very much attracted to free-spirited/wild, strong minded women.
I'm a UFO/Aliens nut... Spiritual Truth Seeker, Paranormal TV Junkie, I’m into anything paranormal, strange and "out there" and love looking into different aspects of religion and spirituality and the unknown... my mind is a spiritual buffet! It all fascinates me and adds that little something to life... basically I'm an all around weirdo lol
Music... I can’t live without it, what I listen to depends on my mood. I'm often listen to Kerrang Radio after work, or my own playlists at the weekend. I listen to "meditation/new age" music at night, as it takes ages for my mind to stop and allow sleep! I am very much a daydreamer and nighttime thinker. Music often gets my mind going when i feel a need to write. Other than that... mainly Rock, Metal and Rock n Roll and of course the beauitful Lana Del Rey!!!
"In the end, it's not going to matter how many breaths you took, but how many moments took your breath away" - Shing Xiong.
"I put no stock in religion. By the word religion I have seen the lunacy of fanatics of every denomination be called the will of God. I've seen too much religion in the eyes of too many murderers. Holiness is in right action, and courage on behalf of those who cannot defend themselves, and goodness. What God desires is here [points to Balian's head] and here [points to Balian's heart] and by what you decide to do every day you will be a good man...or not." - Kingdom of Heaven Hospitaller
“A good man draws a circle around himself and cares for those within – his woman, his children. Other men draw a larger circle and bring within their brothers and sisters. But some men have a great destiny. They must draw around themselves a circle that includes many, many more." - Tic'Tic 10.000BC.
"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone, there will be nothing. Only I will remain." - Paul Atreides Dune.
"More awake, more aware, More aware, more kind, More kind... that's the point." - Lama Yeshe Rinpoche.
“The essence of Buddhism: (1) don’t be a dick (2) be kind to people (3) train your mind” – Charlie Morley.