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Female - 58 years old, Coventry, Rhode Island, United States
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Relationship Status: Married

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I do not explain myself to idiots...because I am not the idiot whisperer.

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I'm not you and once you accept that I am not you....everything else will fall into place.

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 Act like an adult and we'll get along fine. 

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 The reason people talk about you behind your back is because they lack courage, because if they had courage, the would be able to speak to you, instead of about you.

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If you have a problem with me, tell me...not everyone else. Unless you are a coward, then please feel free to tell everyone else.

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I do not require anyone's attention. I am here to chat and to chat only.

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If you are afraid of the thorn, you do not deserve the rose.

 Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

I am collared to Shadow of Doubt as of May 2nd, 2011

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Have you caught on yet...or do I need to explain further.

Some of my truths:

The world is an adult playground and everyone is invited to play the game, but you must abide by the rules.

When people are intimidated by your strength and your happiness, they will try to tear you down and break your spirit. Remember, it is a reflection of their weakness and not a reflection of you.

I am a INTJ personality type, if you want to impress me...don't ask me what it is, look it up.

I do not engage in small talk.

You should become concerned when I stop speaking.

When I say I'm done, I mean I am, don't push.

I'll forgive you, it doesn't mean I will ever trust you again.

I am not just the storm, I am the aftermath too

Do not bother trying to figure me will only become confused and exhausted.

I have curves and I have edges.

Some woman are lost in the fire...some woman are built from it,  I was built from it.

With get what you give.

I am respectful when warranted, and rude when provoked.

If you do not like being is not the place for you. If you can dish it out, but cannot take it, avoid me. I give as good as I get, so, my advice is do not dish it out.

Thin skinned people are annoying, at best. Needy people make me want to slap them upside the head,  work on your self confidence. Drama kings and queens are just have to love someone who will fight with anyone over anything  just so they can feel better about themselves.

I will respect a person more for speaking their mind, than I ever will for a person who doesn't have the courage of their convictions.

I dislike ass kissers, if you need to be phony, be phony with someone else, I find truth, be truthful.

Life is to short for drama, stupidity and BS, so if you do not like what I am saying...ignore me.

I do not hold one in chat is important enough to take up space in my head.

If you are shocked by what I say...then you obviously have not been paying attention to who I am.

If everyone loves are doing something wrong. If everyone hates are doing something wrong.

People who belittle others in order to seem clever...are full of insecurities.

Talking about someone says more about you...than it does about them.

The desire of the man is for the woman, but the desire of the woman is for the desire of the man.

I'm feisty, I'm stubborn, I'm logical, I'm passionate, confident, complex, sarcastic and resilient. I am curious by nature. I am not a survivor, I am not a warrior, I am a fighter.

When you pay my bills, solve my problems, care for my family or put food on my table, then I will care what you think, till then...well you know. 

I have the utmost respect and admiration for those who have served their country. The sacrifices made by them and their families...for our freedom, can never be repaid.  

If you feel the need to talk about me behind my back, please feel free...while you are there, you can kiss my ass also.

I'm far too self assured to worry about things that are said to me about me, by people who do not know me. So please feel free to take your unwelcome opinions about how live MY life... and insert them firmly into your anus, Thank you.

I have no tolerance for people who are; angry, bitter, negative, narrow minded, shallow, narcissistic, hypocritical, racists, bigoted, judgmental or prejudiced. Frankly, those types of personalities are far too much of an effort to deal with.

Yes, I will poke the's who I am.  

Not my circus...not my monkeys, please keep me out of your drama! 

I do not care about the color of your skin, your sexuality, your education, what your body looks like, or your economic situation, that is not what defines you, it's what is in your heart that does.

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Things, such as: the water, foggy nights, star gazing, full moons, chipmunks, squirrels, thunder and lightening storms, books, snowball fights, fall foliage, re-runs of Murder She Wrote, anything to do with history, religion or the world in general, ice coffee, cooking, cleaning (I have OCD), church steeples, the mountains, log cabins, watching the sun rise or the sun set. I own a coloring book and crayons...and yes, I use them.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

Other things:

Trust, Honesty, Loyalty, Respect, Confidence, Guidance, Patience, Determination, Consistency, Integrity, Eroticism, Intelligence, Understanding, Wisdom, Persistence, A firm hand, having my hair pulled and my ass spanked. The man with the courage, strength, intelligence and fortitude to truly guide and inspire me.

If there ever comes a day when we can't be together, keep me in your heart...I'll stay there forever.

I enjoy being in the company of people who are, intelligent, witty, charismatic and self assured.

I'm here for the entertainment value and to have my spelling, punctuation and grammar corrected by chat-room English teachers.

In an effort to save time (mine) and your (idiotic) need to inquire how sexily I am attired...I'm wearing a pink hazmat suit, steel toed bunny slippers, a purple crash helmet which is covering my aluminum foil hat and sky diving goggles. I am also carrying a claw hammer in my left hand and anti bullshit spray in my right.

Humor: dry and sarcastic.

I adore people who sit in chat-rooms complaining about the government...because we know that they are going to solve problems by sitting behind a desk and doling out advice. Heaven forbid they get up off their collective asses and march into Washington and really do something to effect change.

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I believe:

Being a good parent, is its own reward.
In karma.
It takes nothing from me, to offer help to someone in need.
Actions, no matter how seemingly innocuous, speak louder than words.
Sometimes, good bad things.
That situations are not always as they appear.
Every human being has faults, and that we should learn to be tolerant of we expect them, to be of us.
Friendship can withstand anything...except betrayal.
A selfish not really love at all.
Love, not lust...fuels passion.
There are many different types of love... and not all love is created equal.
Some times we have to walk away from a relationship, no matter how we may feel.
In God, my country and the inherent goodness of my fellow human being.
If you are patient...what you will find.

Rejection isn't up is.
Trials keep you strong.
Sorrows keep you human.
Failures keeps you humble.

Sometimes the best answer answer at all.
I am a work in progress, when we cease to grow...we cease to live.

My daughter, and my grand-daughter, they are my heart, my soul, my life, they come first and foremost, before all others.  The sound of my grandchild's laughter...hearing her say..."Momma I love you." These are two of my most precious memories.

My absolute favorite thing to do, is spend time with my grand daughter. She is wonderful and perfect... and I adore her more than any words could ever convey.

One of the sweetest moments I have ever experienced Master, sitting across from me, playing the guitar and singing "You Look Wonderful Tonight.

I love babies and small children, they are sincere and refreshingly honest.

 Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

 Favorite Quotes:

Before you judge...
Know the path that I have traveled
Know my sorrows
Know my doubts
Know my fears
Know my loses
Know what I have given
Know what has been taken
When you have walked my path, lived my life,
you will
have the right to judge. ~me~

 Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ

I would rather be devastated by the truth than deceived by a lie ~me~

We're all in the same game; just different levels. Dealing with the same Hell; just different devils. 
One must have honesty within themselves, before they can have honesty with another. ~me~

There is ONLY one pussy that interests me, and its mine. ~me~ 

Don't flatter couldn't handle me even if I came with instructions. ~me~

He that I love...I wish to be free...even from me.

You did not bear the shame. You resisted. You bestowed an eternally vigilant symbol of change by sacrificing your impassioned lives for freedom, justice and honor. The Memorial to the German Resistance

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best. ~Marilyn Monroe~
 The teacher who is indeed wise does not bid you to enter the house of his wisdom but rather leads you to the threshold of your mind. ~Kahlil Gibran ~
It is... what it is. ~I have no idea who said it...but they were right.

I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don't mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh, God, as a woman, I want to be dominated. I don't mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to cling, be all that I am capable of doing, but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.~ Anais Nin

I, with a deeper instinct, choose a man who compels my strength, who makes enormous demands on me, who does not doubt my courage or my toughness, who does not believe me naive or innocent, who has the courage to treat me like a woman. ~Anais Nin

"The earth is a depot where wingless angels pass the time waiting for the long ride home. Seeing a small boy smiling in the corner, I said: 'You must be anxious to go home.' 'I am home,' he replied, 'I just come here to play the games.' " Oliver Makin

It's all right for a woman to be, above all, human. I am a woman first of all." ~Anis Nin~
Never make someone a priority, when all you are to them, is an option. ~Unknown~
I'm not ignoring you.... I just don't give a shit! ~Unknown~
Within you I lose myself, without you I find myself wanting to be lost again. ~Unknown~
A man never knows how to say goodbye; a woman never knows when to say it. ~Unknown
We can't become what we need to be, by remaining what we are." ~Unknown

Let no man pull you down so low, that you hate them.

They are beautiful in their peace, they are wise in their silence. They will stand after we are dust. They teach us, and we tend them. ~Galeain ip Altiem MacDunelmor