
Balanced
I am writing this because its easier to put it here than trying to add more to my profile. It is true I am not new to buzzen. I left RP on here approx. 4 1/2 yrs ago it could be longer since I never kept track (I guess I over qualify for the two weeks away rule if I had chosen to return now lol). Its quite a shocker I know...I actually gave up a RP character to deal with a real time job at first, full time nights for about 9 months till I got sick and now dealing with chronic health issues.
I came back at first simply out of curiosity. Despite what some may think I do not have a secret book full of chat logs, character names or any information of any places I may have been or not been. I am 54 yrs old and there are moments I cant remember why I entered a room let alone what the hell I may have done in a RP fantasy world years ago. I am sure I like anyone else probably rubbed a few the wrong way back then but I am not going to fry my brain cells trying to remember things that most likely do not amount to a hill of beans.
Why am I writing this? That is a very good question. I have thought about it since the moment I made the mistake of apologizing to some one for things I may or may not have done ( I honestly don't remember). I offered up the one name from my past that I did remember and as a result I had my profile unliked and I was blocked from messaging again. I find it funny but I guess it did answer a bit of my curiousity in regards to the 2 weeks away rule that I read about. I honestly am not upset about it since I dont have a desire to return to that fantasy world and I do not hold any ill feelings towards those who still delve in that world.
RP allowed me to explore my creative side and now the blogs allow for me to continue to do so. Take what you want from what I have shared. If you wish to remain hypocritical over your rules, it truly is not my problem. This blog will remained comment free because I won't have my time wasted by people who wish to live solely in a fantasy world and are not capable of seperating RP from reality.
End of story...
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