This may be hard to believe but I am not the jerk I make myself out to be in chat. I really am working on myself, the progress is painfully slow. If I offend you, I am sorry, I probably didn't do it on purpose.
I was in the process of working things out with my ex wife. I always loved her but i was shitty to her which lead us to seperation. She sadly passed away and I miss her. I know i will never be able to finish making it up to her.
"Success is not final, failure is not fatal: it is the courage to continue that counts." Winston Churchill