Life has a way of teaching lessons even when we are not ready to learn. Sometimes we think we are on track then it all goes sideways and we find ourselves hanging off the edge of an emotional cliff staring into the dark abyss. Clouds don’t always have a silver lining, there are no pots of gold at the end of rainbows and we usually bite off the hand that feeds us and don’t...

  A manufactured smile that does not reach the eyes as the mask is slid into place. A  nod to convince the world that everything is ok so they do not ask the questions that she does not wish to answer. It is a careful song and dance created to deceive and hide what lays beneath. She crafted the wall that surrounds the remains of her heart as it remains shattered on the floor once...

  They say that family is blood They will have your back But when push comes to shove Support is what most of them lack   Gaslighting and guilt Playing the victim game Betraying your trust Nothing remains the same   Once you are out of sight You are out of mind You no longer exist They simply become blind   You shed your...

I am writing this because its easier to put it here than trying to add more to my profile. It is true I am not new to buzzen. I left RP on here approx. 4 1/2 yrs ago it could be longer since I never kept track (I guess I over qualify for the two weeks away rule if I had chosen to return now lol). Its quite a shocker I know...I actually gave up a RP character to deal with a real time job at first,...

  The ocean waves lap against the sand Words scribbled with a twisted stick Slowly fading with each passing moment A glass bottle spit back out The contents unread and forgotten A scream that has no echo A plea with no response The clouds furrow and drift Rain crashes down  Then nothing… Silence becomes deafening A ghost in the darkness A...