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☠٠Ɗʌяяэи٠☠ (𝕯𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖊𝖓, *)
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Male - 44 years old, Southend on Sea, United Kingdom
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Sexual Orientation: Straight/Heterosexual
Relationship Status: Single, not dating


Updated: 2024-09-21 9:31:42 am Viewed 61 times Likes 2

I'm 6ft, Aquarius, Chinese year of the Sheep/Goat, from East London UK currently living in Essex. I'm a bit of an ambivert… a comfortable loner with very small bursts of wanting to be around my favourite people.

I'm a lone parent, sounds cliché, but I raised my Son alone and he truly is my world... He teaches me just as much about life as i teach him.  

I don’t take myself too seriously, I can be a bit of a clown sometimes with those I feel comfortable with. I’d like to think I have a good sense of humour, although I am told that I have a naughty sense of humour. What part of my personality you see depends on the type of person you are. I let very few get close enough to experience "all of me". My favourite type of people are those i can be silly with and have fun without judgement.

I've self published three poetry books and one book on lucid dreaming. I have nearly finished a fourth poetry book and working on a secret fifth book to do with channelling spiritual messages in a poetry style. I have written way over 1000 poems over the years and put every part of myself in them.

I'm an honest guy and expect the same honesty and respect back, Loyalty and truthfulness seem to be very rare these days and are traits that appeal a great deal to me. I find fuller figure/mombods very alluring... i love the squish!!! oh and women with tattoos... hot!!! Also hugely into redheads lol. If you can make me laugh... that is everything to me!!! I want an equal in love and life by my side, building something beautiful together… not someone behind me with no voice or personality of her own. I'm very much attracted to free-spirited/wild, strong minded women.

I'm a UFO/Aliens nut... Spiritual Truth Seeker, love a good conspiracy theory... even a few bad ones. Paranormal TV Junkie, I’m into anything paranormal, strange and "out there" and love looking into different aspects of spirituality and religion and the unknown... my mind is a spiritual buffet! It all fascinates me and adds that little something to life... basically I'm an all around weirdo!!!

Music... I can’t live without it, what I listen to depends on my mood. I'm normally listening to Kerrang Radio after work, or my own playlists at the weekend. I often listen to "meditation/new age" music at night, as it takes ages for my mind to stop and allow sleep! Music often gets my mind going when i feel a need to write. Other than that... mainly Rock, Metal and Rock n Roll and of course the beauitful Lana Del Rey!!!

"There is something rotten inside of me. I find it near impossible to drown out the constant cacophony of voices whispering in my ear, telling me I am evil. I'm drowning, doctor! And I can't stop asking myself... why do I hate myself so much?" - Lucifer Morningstar

""Because in the end, when you lose somebody, every candle, every prayer is not going to make up for the fact that the only thing you have left is a hole in your life where that somebody that you cared about used to be." - Damon Salvatore

"I put no stock in religion. By the word religion I have seen the lunacy of fanatics of every denomination be called the will of God. I've seen too much religion in the eyes of too many murderers. Holiness is in right action, and courage on behalf of those who cannot defend themselves, and goodness. What God desires is here [points to Balian's head] and here [points to Balian's heart] and by what you decide to do every day you will be a good man...or not." - Kingdom of Heaven Hospitaller

“A good man draws a circle around himself and cares for those within – his woman, his children. Other men draw a larger circle and bring within their brothers and sisters. But some men have a great destiny. They must draw around themselves a circle that includes many, many more." - Tic'Tic 10.000BC.

"I'm 65 years old, Everyday the future looks a little bit darker. But the past, even the grimy parts of it, well, it just keeps on getting brighter all the time.” - The Silk Spectre Sally Jupiter.

"I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past, I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone, there will be nothing. Only I will remain." - Paul Atreides.

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