Well, it is that time again and I feel compel to write. But most of all when I write I like to make things make sense. I'm sure that even at some point in life that if you keep repeating things over and over again that even the most non existence things does not make any sense. However, in the glory of it, well, I wouldn't say glory but even things that are wrong begin to look as if its good. Is it a play of the mind of a being in which exist that some do not believe in what we call a "higher power". I firmly believe not to make this conversation into a do or die ,however, I do believe that God does exist and there is no other over Him. There are many things in life I can not explain but to the capability of the mind in which He has allowed me to have according to his will. Maybe there are things that I do not want to understand such as evil or the evil deeds of people. Who wants to know how someone does something so malicious as in hurting others. Now in that category I prefer to say ignorant in every manner in which it takes it course. Everyday when I wake up , I wake up with either a good thought or sometimes I am awaken from a nightmare. I can not explain why certain things enter my dreams because I am not an expert in dreams, however, I do know that when I dream that non of my dreams come true. I'm sure this may sound crazy not even an attempt to make an understanding in an "illogical mind" but it seems to me that I'm either showed what is to come and what is not to come. I'd give some examples but I like to keep those dreams personal as a list in which I have with God who I think bring all dreams. Consequently some dreams I think come from what you see everyday in life that had an effect on the eyes. Surely you know its the eyes and ears that either make you adore someone or something. Or even the ears that hear a pleasant sound of the sound of something horrifying. But then again I'm not sure what others experience, I only know what I have experience now here I will give you an example. For instance, I do not like scary movies, the dark side of evil has been dressed up as something bad and yet evil can manipulate the unaware victim with beauty and charm. So why do we paint evil as something bad because if this was the case a child would not follow something that's so horrifying as evil. But hey, that is how the world dresses it up in a mirror that projects something ugly, defile, or even nasty. Surely Ted Bundy was a man that they had concluded was a very handsome man in which his looks distorted the evil in him. One of the reason as it had been said "he was able to lead a lot of women because he looked handsome as I mention earlier. So why do the world want you to think that evil is something that looks hideous, well, I have no idea. I am not trying to make anyone paranoid of good people but you have to be aware that evil when on display is not ugly, hideous, or monstrous. Consequently you only see it when it is too late to turn back and go the other way. So any time you meet someone that is nice to you, and it's main course of action is to "lead" you somewhere, I would think twice because that could be the face of evil unaware.